longeing

Unsettled

Last night, I drove around the many, many washed-out roads to get to the barn (about which more later). I was meeting someone who wanted to look at my trailer at 6pm, and I got there at 5, so I longed.

It was, to say the least, dissatisfying. Tris was not particularly interested, and showed only glimmers of good work. He was capital-L-Lazy, and would not step out in the walk and kept hopping into the canter in the trot.

He settled into a lovely trot going left, finally, nice and stretchy but never settled in going right, even after some canters to get him warmed up and blowing. He just looked uncomfortable, stiff, and discombobulated. I couldn’t place a specific problematic area: I watched his hocks, his front feet, his stifles, his back, everything to see where he was not using it effectively or not weighting properly. I was stumped. I can’t describe it any more than he just wasn’t using his body well, at all. His legs were clean, cool, and tight, his back was not sensitive, nothing obvious was out of sorts.

So who knows. It’s possible he’s been stuck inside the last few days and not getting as much moving about time as he needs. He’s definitely due for his Pentosan, and that niggling in the back of my mind about hock injections has started again. We’ll see.

Between that, the fact that the people who came to see the trailer did not buy it (they were lovely, but it wasn’t right for them, sigh), and the tripling of the length of my barn commute due to washed out roads, not the best night ever.

can i go back to bed now? · house post · stupid human tricks

Maintaining

I’ve been in a sort of funny place with my riding. I want to and I don’t want to. I crave the feeling I get while riding, but I’m currently exhausted and overbooked, and the idea of getting everything together to go to the barn just to be hot and sweaty and miserable is not appealing, when there’s SO much to do at home. So Tris is just sort of hanging out not getting a ton of exercise right now.

It’s not like Tris has been neglected; far from. I’ve gone a few times to pet him on the nose, gather supplies, etc. Other things on the horse front are moving along: I’m washing his winter blankets, and have started showing the trailer. If all goes well, I’ll sell it by the end of the week.

Arya’s separation anxiety issues have been spiking, too, so it’s doubly hard to leave her alone on my days off with her, when she cries and shivers and glues herself to my leg as soon as I start making motions to leave. We may be on the right track to helping her out, but that doesn’t make it any easier to see her so miserable.

The house is moving right along. We’re in a sort of weird decision crunch right now; the electrician comes on Monday to start rewiring, so I’m picking out ceiling fans, bathroom fans, and trying to line up other things to get done next week so that we’re in the right place for rewiring.

We’re finally painting in the master bedroom, too, and I am happy with the test color. One more wall to prep & sand, then prime, and some detail work for the priming to do, and then we will finish with a first coat around the room.

In short: not terribly exciting. I have things I want to blog about and ask, but 99% of my at-home internet time lately has been taken up by endless trawling through home improvement blogs to think about what rating ceiling fan I really need, what the Vermont code is for fire walls, and the relative R-values of insulation. Whew.

blog roundup

Weekly Blog Roundup

A few nice posts from the equestrian blogging world.

First, a general heads up: if you follow Hillary at Equestrian at Hart through a feed reader (like I do), you’ll need to re-add her blog as she had a glitch when swapping back end platforms!

Transformation Tuesday from DIY Horse Ownership
A particularly well-illustrated and explained transformation of…a fancy riding mule!
If I ever go riding on the beach, I am convinced this is exactly how it would play out. o.O
Teaching your horse to smile from Wallace Eventing
What. I’m doing this.

Friends and congrats at the Pan Ams from Guinness on Tap
Really neat inside story of a dressage rider at the Pan Am Games.

Horses don’t understand betrayal from A Gift Horse
Absolutely spot on, and really important to remember.

fashion

Explain to me: fly bonnets?

We are finally entering serious bug season here in Vermont. (Though, it has been getting into the low 40s and high 30s at night, so maybe that will ease off again.)

Once upon a time, Tristan wore a fly bonnet for every outdoor ride. See, when bugs land on his face, he loses his little mind. He flings his head in every possible direction. He snorts. He prances. He shakes and shakes and shakes.

He is remarkably tolerant of me using a dressage whip to flick them off, so that’s often what I do, along with riding when the bugs are less, or inside, or just sucking it up.

(I just looked and looked and can’t find a photo of Tris in his fly bonnet, so you will have to take my word for this.)

Here’s the problem though: the fly bonnet does not stay on his head. No matter how I snug it under his bridle, no matter how I wrap the string around the straps of the bridle, no matter how much I reach forward and tug it back into place while we’re riding, it does.not.stay.put.

Relatively quickly into every ride with it, he gives a really good long shake, and it flies off, usually falling forward over his eyes. Thankfully, he doesn’t care all that much, but it’s next to impossible to get back into place from the saddle, and then it’s even more dislodged, and stays an even shorter period of time, etc.

It’s a cheap basic fly bonnet that I probably bought at Dover Saddlery at least 10 years ago, before they were all cool. White, with cotton fabric ears and crocheted cotton headpiece. It has tassels that used to be longer before someone trimmed them, something about they were hanging in his eyes and looked terrible. 😛

This one, in white.

What am I doing wrong? Is Tristan just not meant to be one of the cool kids who can accessorize with a fly bonnet? Is it a fit problem?

road hacking · summer · trail riding

It’s too nice outside, I can’t dressage

Tristan’s dressage-ing has been going really well. That’s the good news.

The bad news? It’s too gorgeous to stay in a ring. I just can’t. I keep driving to the barn with careful plans and thoughts and blah blah…then I pull up and I cannot stay inside.

So last night I stopped back by my car to grab a granola bar so I would not sugar crash after a long day at work…

Good patient pony, if confused.

…and then attempted to take my first horse selfie ever with horse (and like my third selfie ever and all the others were to do things like show off my new helmet or show my mother my new glasses).

Tristan: wtf. Me: …I have no idea what I’m doing.

Yeah, not so much. The light was just so gorgeous though.

Then we walked around the field.

And I still couldn’t make myself go inside.

So we walked down the road.

And down the road some more.

And I know you will all appreciate when I say that I deserve a goddamn gold medal for not galloping up this hill every single time I’m at the bottom of it. Siiiiiiigh.

physical fitness (human)

Fitness Wednesday

Because I kind of hate the “weigh in Wednesday” thing.

I am not a naturally sporty person. I played sports in school, right up until high school, but they were the kind that a) I was already good at and b) didn’t take much practice or conditioning.

I loathe running. I fucking hate it from the depths of my soul. It is boring, painful (ugh, my knees), and I am just not built as a distance runner so it never gets easier, just a smidge less miserable. Like, 10 steps in I hate it and want to stop. This is not about hitting a wall.

Gyms bore me. I am almost never going to be the person who thinks “ooh, I’ll go mountain biking/climbing/whitewater rafting” on a regular basis. I don’t mind hiking in the sense of long walks in the woods on gentle inclines, but there is a point on every mountain hike when we hit the part where it’s all rocky and straight up and shitty and I turn into a three year old and everyone hates me and I hate myself and I want to die. So sometimes I’ll hike when that rocky part is like 15 minutes. Any longer than that and I want nothing to do with it.

Riding is really my main physical outlet, which explains why after the worst winter ever I started for the first time feeling kind of like I was not as fit as I wanted to be. Part of that is yes, I have some extra weight, but that’s never been my top concern. I’d rather my body do the things I want it to, when I want it to, than weigh a certain goal amount. I want to do right by my horse, to feel energetic instead of lethargic, and to just generally be healthier.

Hence the “fitness Wednesday.”

So I’m going to try and report in semi-regularly about how I’m doing about that. Mostly, I want to make better choices: about what I eat and how much of it, about how I move my body and how active I am. More deliberation, less instinct.

For the past few weeks I’ve been tracking what I eat using My Fitness Pal, with a twofold goal: to make sure I don’t overeat, especially sugary things, and to make sure that I’m meeting broad nutritional goals – iron and vitamins in particular. My iPhone also has a steps tracker, so I’m trying to increase that a little bit every day – not always hit that magical 10k number, but just, do better. Take another long walk, or force myself to ride, or take the dog out. Anything to keep my body moving.

Anyway – that’s my very loose, vague, and unspecific manifesto!

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Cushings Update: Summer Edition

After reading this blog post from Flying Free, I realized it’s been a while since I updated on Tristan’s Cushings. For previous entries, check out the Cushings tag.

This is definitely one of those “no news is good news” situations. He’s been doing amazingly well. He’s maintaining on 1mg of pergolide a day, and eating it without any difficulties. After the Wedgewood Pharmacy scare, there have been no problems with the supply of the drug itself.

Showing off his summer condition.

Right now, he’s on about three flakes of hay a day, 1/2 Q of Blue Seal’s Carb Guard in the morning and at night, and about 3 hours of grass a day. Remember, he does not have associated insulin issues, so he’s still fine to have access to grass. We’re careful about what grass he gets and how much of it he gets, but there’s no physiological reason he can’t have it. The barn was unbelievably good about getting ready for grass turnout: he and the other Cushings horse got acclimated to grass in 5 minute intervals, adding on 5 more minutes every other day, for two weeks until they got up to an hour.

One of the main reasons that we first suspected Cushings was because he just would not gain or keep muscle or fitness. I’m really happy to report that both of those things are dramatically improved this summer. He came out of the winter in beautiful condition (even after the worst winter ever!), and with a careful conditioning program has bounced back amazingly well. His summer coat is shiny, fine, and soft, with not a hint of coarse growth or overgrowth.

Conformation shot, early June

Saturday night, for example, he had a solid 55 minutes of trot set work in intervals, with about 8 minutes of canter in short bursts (30 seconds – 1 minute at a time). He finished barely winded, and only sweaty under the girth and under his bridle. o.O

He often feels muscle-tired but not winded or overly tired, like he’s had a good lifting exercise and would like to be done working on those muscle groups, but not overall body-exhausted. That’s to be expected, since he’s working on a higher and higher degree of collection with each ride as we ease back into more intensive dressage work.

In short – knock wood – I have my horse back. Whew. 🙂

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How do you calculate & pay your board?

I’ve been at quite a few barns now, and I’ve had my board calculated differently at each of them.

At my first barn, I paid after the fact for lessons on a monthly basis. I also worked at that barn regularly because I was flat broke, so the amount I owed each month was very different, sometimes by hundreds of dollars. I kept a running tally myself, but I can’t for the life of me remember how they let me know how much I owed. I think it was verbal, honestly. Everything at that barn was verbal, which is amazing considering it was the tightest-run barn I’ve ever been at.

Barn #2 I only paid two months of board, one of those a sacrifice month due to leaving without notice, so that doesn’t count.

Barn #3 was precisely the same base amount each month. There were no extras. I used an outside farrier, a different vet, and never lessoned with the barn’s trainer. When I took lessons it was with an outside instructor and I paid that person directly.

Barn #4 was also precisely the same amount each month, and it included four lessons per month, as required. I am still really torn on that system. On the one hand, it was terrific to have a guaranteed weekly lesson, and I really improved quite a lot under that system. On the other hand, my schedule could be unpredictable, and when I missed a lesson it wasn’t easy to make up. When Tristan was off for so long, I did some lessoning on other horses, but not consistently. I built up a HUGE bank of lessons that was basically money left on the table, which was hard.

My current barn does it my very favorite way: they invoice me. It sounds so sensible and business-like that I’m amazed I’ve never seen it before!

F’rexample, here’s my July board bill. It’s all itemized out: fecal samples, the farrier visit, and the basic board. When I work off lessons, that’s accounted for, as are lessons or training rides or other services. They’re also dated, so when I file these I have a really good records system. I love it. I also love that the barn covers the farrier and bills me monthly. It baffles me, I have to be honest, but I do like it. It eliminates one of the “did you leave a check?” conversations each month.
Every barn I’ve ever been at I’ve paid by check, though. If I could pay by credit card, that would be truly living the dream. I would love to add the points to my stash, especially right now since I’m saving up for the honeymoon in travel points.
house post

House Post: Master Bedroom

This is not entirely the post I hoped to write about the master bedroom. Sigh.

So: as mentioned previously, there is a lot of wallpaper in this house. Eventually, I want it allllll gone.

The first room we are doing will be the master bedroom, for two reasons. First, the carpet is disgusting – the pad underneath is so old it crunches when you walk on it. Like you can feel it sort of grind under your heel and it makes this noise like a dying cockroach and also it is this green color that ugh.

Second, I would like at least one room to be nice and done and then I can have a nice bedroom and be done with it and move on.

Before

We left the master bedroom empty when we moved in, and have been living in the other front guest room for now, which is no hardship at all because it is only a smidge smaller than the master and is right across the hall.

So here is the workflow: remove wallpaper, patch cracks, caulk windows, prime, repaint, pull up carpet, move furniture in, have lovely new bedroom.

Step 1: Remove Wallpaper

This was the easy part!
The top vinyl layer peeled right off with fingernails. No problem at all. Kind of fun to do, actually.
The bottom paper layer then steamed right off. Tedious, but simple and straightforward. (Did I mention my in-laws bought me a wallpaper steamer for my birthday? <3) Get it wet, shimmy it off with a putty knife, move on.
Total time elapsed: about two days, or say about 10 hours.

Then we hit a brick wall known as “ancient wallpaper paste.”

See, it’s not enough to get the wallpaper off. You have to scrub off an additional layer of wallpaper paste underneath, or, apparently, it traps moisture and in a very short time your pant peels right off and then you are back at square 1.

Common wisdom says: most wallpaper paste is wheat-based, so it should dissolve with water, or at the very worst some dish soap, or vinegar. Wipe it off with a sponge, it’ll take a while but it won’t be too hard.

I say: hahahahahahahahaha. *sob*

I tried: hot water, Dawn, dishwashing soap, vinegar, vinegar + Dawn, vinegar + dishwashing soap, 3 different kinds of “wallpaper paste removal” products. I used a sponge, then a stiffer sponge, then a scrub pad, then a grout brush, then a heavy-duty brush that attached to the end of my cordless drill. I soaked it, left it, soaked it, left it, and tried again. No change.

Fiance and I worked hard for 2 hours and got about a four square foot area done. Yeah. I know it’s still there: I can see it, a thin gummy film over the paint. It clings so fiercely that when it is gone, so are the top two layers of paint.

I hesitate about sanding it off, because while I have good evidence that the wallpaper was applied in the early 1980s, I have no idea what’s underneath it, and I am being extra-cautious. It may come to that yet.

So, back to the internet. I now have a new array of chemicals and will keep spot-testing until I find one that strips this #@!#!%$##@ stuff. Until then…we are stalled in this room, though by no means on the house at large. There’s TONS of other stuff going on & coming up in the next few weeks, including the Big One: rewiring the house from basement to attic.

blog roundup

Weekly Blog Roundup

Here are a few blog posts from the wider world this week.

How an ugly duckling learned to fly: a story from the Spanish Riding School from Trafalgar Square Books
Love, love, love.

How we’ve changed since we started eventing from The $900 Facebook Pony
Really great thoughts, eloquently expressed.

Let’s Be Friends! A Few Tips for Introducing Dogs from Team Unruly
I read this, and then took Arya to the dog park a few days later. It was great information to have in my head. Luckily, Arya is wonderful with other dogs, but it was good to really analyze and see how she interacted appropriately with new dogs, from greeting well to apologizing sensibly when she got a little too puppyish.

Constructive criticism vs. public shaming from Fraidy Cat Eventing
Excellent thoughtful breakdown of the overly-critical equestrian culture on the internet that we’ve all seen.

A must-have trailer accessory from Equinpilot
If you haul, you should read this, about stabilizing systems. I have one on my trailer and adore it. I wouldn’t haul a bumper pull without one.